Day 2 could not have started any different from Day 1. I woke up at 8am as planned, Had a breakfast for the first time in a long long time!!! An Apple and a glass of milk... couldnt have hoped for a better start... but thats not the end of it unfortunately... Had a healthy lunch but drifted away from the plan in the evening.... Had to meet an aquaintence so went out and ate the big bad boogey man of calories and the ever so seductive mortal enemy of everyone trying to lose weight.... CHOCOLATE !!!! had a chocolate cake with an extra serving of chocolate syrup.... that broke my will and later on ate some othe shit load of fried snacks .... the day was finally given a disasterous conclusion with a bowl of spiced rice !!!!! I seriously doubt if i have what it takes to be desciplained in the 98 days to come.... I dont want to give up... will give everything i got tomorrow!!!! Have to be more respectful of my own decisions and stick to them.... couldnt get the measurements thing done... will do it tomorrow.... for those who think i'm too easily giving up everyday... try to understand this, i've been this way for 20 years, i dont even realize or think twice before making a food choice as a result of these habits.... so its not easy for me to change....I'm trying my best ... so lets see...I hope to fight again tomorrow!! Time for bed now!!!
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